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And...I'm back!

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Hi Everyone, I know it’s been a while since I’ve made any posts but I’m alive and well and ready to share a little of my crazy life with you. You’re probably wondering, “Where the fuck you been, girl?” Well, I’ve been working on knowing myself. I know that’s a pretty big statement, but it’s totally true. I was taking some self-development & leadership classes thru this organization place called MITT since December. These training courses helped shed light on areas in my life where I’ve allowed old limiting beliefs I have about myself to prevent me from going after what I really want in life. Some of these beliefs were “I’m too fat” or I’m too black” to have everything my heart truly desires.  I’ve learned to notice the difference between my true self and that voice in my head. Now I say "FUCK OFF" to the voice because  I'm a baby panda and can do whatever I want!   So what was I doing all that time? Here's a quick run down.  February I face

JD & Me - A Ode to James Deen

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2/7 is a special day for us Deenagers & to wish James Deen a Happy Birthday this year, I created a poem! I think it really expresses how he makes me feel! I hope you enjoy it!  JD & Me!  James Deen is 29 and oh so fine! This man literally blows my mind! Why? You ask & I take a huge gasp before I unleash my wrath!  I know he’s a porn star & I don’t care! I’ll follow this man anywhere!  He opened up a part of me I thought had died! And seeing him for the first time really opened my eyes!  I guess it was the confidence I saw! And ultimately, he was just so real & so raw! I can’t deny those big blue eyes played a part,  Of James Deen taking over my heart!  I felt like a school girl with the biggest crush, On a guy who gives me the most intense rush!  I’ve spent hours & hours watching him do his thang And every time he impresses me with the way he bangs! Whether he’s taking on one girl or five! He makes women’s vaginas come alive!   But it’s not

Twenty-Fif-Deen

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I’m not gonna lie, 2015 has been pretty damn amazing so far and we're only one month in! I’m looking forward to sharing more of my titillating thoughts & adventures with you as the year continues to roll on! So here we go people! If you didn’t know already January is awards season in the adult industry and I’ve spent the last two weeks surrounded by the hottest porn stars on the planet. For me, it’s been a whirlwind of dreams coming true all over my face! On Jan 15, I went to the XBIZ Awards show at the JW Marriott Hotel in Downtown LA. XBIZ is an adult industry news leader covering digital media, technology, sex toys and so much more!  Hanging in the lobby for the first hour was some of the best people watching I’ve been privileged to experience. I’d look one way and see Kelly Shibari & Asa Akira! I went to the rest room and ran into Remy LaCroix! I left the rest room and saw Annika Albright, Mr.Pete, Skin Diamond, Manuel Farrera & Kayden Kross! I was totall